black butler grell x sebastian anel saxophones

He was much more skilled, way more charming, and definitely way more experienced than you. You couldn’t help yourself, now the thoughts about how great sebastian was came flooding in, and how grell was so obsessed with him. Your tears kept on coming, nevertheless of how hard you tried to stop them. the crying you had to contain all coming out now. So, at last, you stepped inside and shut the door. You just couldn’t understand what she saw in him. you didn’t wanna hear another word about him, he had been haunting your mind almost as much as grell. Her beautiful voice, that called out your name.įor a second you considered coming to a stop, feet nailed to the ground.īut you already knew what this was going to be about. Pushing open your door, you heard a familiar voice call out to you. you decided you’d go straight to your room, not in the mood for a chat. You hadn’t even realized that in the mean time you had walked all the way back to the reaper’s headquarters. Grell was beautiful, confident, a sweetheart, and her flirty demeanor did not help your case either. You realized it was hypocritical of you to say, almost copying grell in her behavior.īut you couldn’t help it really, it started of as a crush, but your feelings slowly grew into a love for her of some sort. why grell? why him? you’d do anything for her. always expressing her admiration for him, making it fairly clear she was longing for him.Īnd yet her feeling were never returned, but she still chased him. anything for that stuck up young boy.Īnd still she was so enchanted by him. always lying, betraying, anything to get his way. graceful in all he did, surely a sight to see.īut as well as you knew he was charming, you also knew his dark side. While it angered you, you couldn’t deny that he was indeed handsome. though, it was hard to do so, as you felt like your feelings were denied. with yourself, with that stupid prick, with her. your mind was so full, but so empty all at once.Īt first you were mainly angry, or more or less frustrated. You started to feel sort of numb, with an undertone of sadness. You didnt pay them any mind, and just kept blankly staring forward. Your vision blury, thoughts in another place entirely, you only softly heard the voices around you.

Black butler grell x sebastian anel saxophones